我想老師也看得出來我很混所以沒有給我太多正面評價 (不過其實我很希望老師至少給我一丁點正面的東西也好呀 > " <)
It feel so good to have such realization that I am not alone and we as a generation share the same anxiety.
The other big jump is that I realize I am such a unique person after quite a few people I met recently gave me similar compliments. Marc, Haris and Quinten all told me similar things. Popo also keeps telling me for the past 3 years that he loves me so much because I am such a unique and special girl, but I didn't really believe him because I assumed love is blind until now.
After hearing their compliments, I start to feel proud of myself and stop looking down on myself. That is something I had never done before.
I used to feel so painful and stressed all the time because my family and people around me don't agree with what I am and who I am. I assumed something is wrong with me until now. 原來我沒有病, 只是因為我跟亞洲的傳統文化價值格格不入罷了
歐! 天哪! 老天! 這對我來說是多麼大的解放!
It feels so good to be free of the 27-year-of-self-doubts.
There is no word for such happiness. Or maybe there is, it's just there is no such word in my mind right now.
謝謝你們! 謝謝LIN給我這個機會讓我和這些善良美好的人們相遇~謝謝熊熊在過去三年中給我的支持與愛~我是如此幸運遇到像你這樣的男人~謝謝Lily總是最真誠也正面的支持和提醒~也謝謝Marc, Haris和Quinten給我那麼真誠不造作的讚美並讓幫助我覺醒
PS 也謝謝我的新朋友玉米和Fiona今天給我的鼓勵和擁抱 > " < - 2013.6.2