目前分類：I Am Love 我愛故我在 (6)
- Sep 22 Thu 2016 16:54
- Aug 31 Wed 2016 00:20
- Oct 05 Sun 2014 15:55
My roses died...even though I tried hard to take care of them...
Those roses represent all the short-lived relationships I have had, especially since last year.
I don't want to wander, to be lost and homeless, yet I have no choices.
I tried hard searching and wandering, but I am tired of it.
Time to...stop searching, stop wanting, and just be still and look within.
I know I still carry lots of pains from the past.
- May 29 Thu 2014 00:06
- Apr 30 Wed 2014 20:04
- May 20 Mon 2013 13:29
I feel grieved for what happened recently.
I thought that's what I wanted, regardless hurting my most beloved one.
Have I changed? I would say it's I have more courage now to pursue what I really want without considering others' feelings.
I feel so sad to see you cry, and also guilty that I don't feel as sad as you to leave this relationship, even though I know you gave everything you have to me and tried the best to make this relationship work.
You have been always the one who support and encourage me all the time and I am so used to it. I am used to talking to you everyday without trying to reach you, because you have always tried to reach me first.
I finally make up my mind to tell you what I want without thinking the fact that you won't be available for me anytime anymore.
You told me it's impossible to be like we were before, then I realized I am so selfish to want you to keep being my good friend after I do such thing to you.